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Introduction

I've always been a skeptic when it came to matters pertaining to the 'paranormal', 'psychic', etc, and not once in the entirety of my life did I imagine I will experience things as otherworldy as the ones I experienced, or that I would meet someone of whom I will find myself able to say has the same exact soul within their body as I do.

After my spiritual experience, and after I met A., I tried to find my place, and twin flame communities seemed to be the most reasonable choice. I mean no disrespect to anyone, but I find these communities to be filled with people who subconsciously, or unconsciously engage in self-deception. What I oftentimes found, was that the only reason behind many of these people's claims seems to be purely feeling centered. While this in itself doesn't mean their connections aren't genuine twin flame connections, I also have a difficult time believing there would be such a stark difference between my experience, and the experiences I came across in these communities. I have yet to hear a story, or experience like my own.

I came across the term 'twin flames' when I was 17, in 2003; the day before I had what I was going to find out was a precognitive dream of my & A's first encounter; which materialised in 2015. As I was reading that article at 17, I remember thinking the whole twin flame concept was a lovely idea, but dismissed it as a myth. I never thought of it until shortly before I met A., when I found myself reading about twin flames, out of a need to see if I should give another shot at a relationship with a man, who plenty of times said he thinks we may be soulmates.

I also read a little on the subject of twin flames in 2015, shortly after I met A.. The article I remember reading at the time was listing a series of aspects that seem would logically accompany the twin flame connection. Among these aspects, most prominently featured was God's involvement, with the article saying that one, or both would experience a connection to God shortly before meeting. Having had this experience, it seems only natural that a connection to the Divine, which results in a heightened state of awareness of Self, would pave the way for the opportunity to experience All of Self. The article was also mentioning other aspects like big age gaps, difference in cultures, spiritualities. The following is a short paragraph that is found in one of the texts on this blog/site, a paragraph that summarizes my experience, and reasoning behind the idea that me and A. have the same exact soul within two distinct bodies, who lived in different environments, and had a different life experience.

'It's my fault too I guess, because I second-guessed my reasoning when there was nothing to second-guess. God/The Divine being involved, indicating a spiritual/divine connection. God's Love being present, and fresh within my soul, which meant I could only attract Love. An understanding into the natures of Love and Fear. My biggest fear being triggered. Probably your biggest fear being triggered. Unusual circumstances at the moment of meeting. Almost instantaneous connection, something that never happened to me before. Difference in cultures, spirituality, and overall environment. And to top it all off, I dreamt of you - in my asleep state - 12&17 years before we met. Everything I had once read to indicate the presence of the other half of one's soul was there.'